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中小学都生存在同一个环境…

那就是我的母校--滨华！

这间学校里,

充满着我的回忆…

几乎每一角落都可以看见我的足迹…

但是，

当我上中学的时候…

我竟然眼睁睁看着自己的小学搬迁…

已经看不见自己童年的情景…

然后我的小学渐渐变成了男女生宿舍…

看着一幕一幕的转变…

而现在…

你们也要开始把中学改变…

把旧楼拆了…

要起另一座新楼…

唉…看来以后…

我再也找不到我在滨华留下的足迹了…

*random*

i really dunno wat r u thinking about...

from the 7months and this 2months...

sometime u like to take k ppl...

but sometime u like to ignore ppl...

wat the hell r u thinking about???

study break...

we got sms and fb msg to each other...

exam week...

u oso got sms me urself..

ask me how was my exam..

how about my sick??

but when i ask u about something important..

then u like to ignore...

im really dun und wat r u thinking about...

seriously...

im trying my best to be fren with u...

everyone know..

i wont meet and chit chat with my ex bf...

but i jz hope tat we can go melacca...

aiks...i dun k edi la..sidan u laa...

do watever u like la....GG

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i din sleep well again...

3.30 soemthing only lying on my bed...

i think around 4 to 5 like that i only fall in sleep...

then woke up around around 9-10am...

after that, i prepared my thing..

bcuz im going to play badminton with them..

and cheong k after that...

11.30 reach ah fei's house...

then lying on his bed...

waiting for for for for kellye tan and hang yi lin...

kellye tan slept late..and hang yilin going out v her mum...

but we still wait kellye come 1st only go for badminton...

then we start to play....

so funnnny waaaa...i like to play badminton with u guys :D

i learn smash today again XD

last time is calvin teach me...today is a bai jiao lek teach me...

today kena yaw smash...2 timesssss!!!!

oooh....so pain :(

then the last game...

kellye n me vs yaw n lek..

wa...starting tat time..they two fang shuiiii..

then after they chase back..jinjia...geng!!! XD

after tat...we back to fei's house..

then we bath and waiting thr...

after that...

we go for redbox cheong kkkk....

wooohooo~long time x cheong k edi lorr....

so syok waaa...

but...i have no sound to sing...:(

after cheong k...

go makan with Yaw, Fei, Andrew, Hong and Aaron...

go eat with Ninja Joe....the burger is fucking small...

not really good taste oso...!!

bcuz not full yet..is still hungry...

so...we go "ru jia xiao chu" eat again...

after eat..bcuz i cough too serious edi...

so we go drink "ku cha" ...

then fetch andrew back n go fei's hosue again..

take my pendrive..then HOME!!!!

cough cough cough...pls go away!!!

i dun like uuuuuuuuuuu!!!!

*random*

i m fucking free to blog nw...ngek ngek XD

but anyone mind that i using my sucks english to blog?

ermmm...

b4 exam...i sick until hell...

no time to talk to my sis oso..

she keep playing v me..

im freaking tired tat time..

she wake me up acc her go buy bubbles milk tea...

im reallly angry tat time..

but wat can i do??

just woke up change clothes and out v her..

it is better than she stepping the floor and shout i ffk her..!!

can u imaging a 25 years old sis play v me like tat?

but she is really sayang me :D

im sick n busying revision this few days...

so..i have no much time to talk to her...

today..when im free to chat..free to watch running man v her..

when im home...i jz said : jie aaaaaa...i GG edi laaaa..!!

den i bath n lying on bed...zzzzzz...

around 7something..she wake me up..

but kena me scold..cuz i nnot enuf slep..:(

then eat dinner tat time..i seldom talk to her oso..

cuz my eyes still canot open...

and keep fluuuu-ing...:(

after home..we jz chit chat for a few mins...

then her fren reach edi..

my bro fetch them go midvalley..

den they went to Kajang meet their fren and overnight thr..

eat satay...sms and said FULL to me summore...bad!!

her fren more bad..said wanna mms to me..GG!!

then...i watching running man alone in room...

im hungry nowwwwww...

but no one buncur milo...

and no one pui me go cook maggie to eat nw..:(

jiejie, take k in SG ya...

and horrr...good luck..

i ll pray hard for u :D

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回到了华文篇…

还是对自己的英文没有信心！！

终于终于终于…

我成为了那个在蔚蓝的天空中自由翱翔的小鸟鸟鸟鸟鸟鸟…

其实也不完全是啦…

因为病在身…

伤风让我觉得好难受…

但是，

我总算熬过了那个让人忧虑的阶段！

终于可以谈论让人期待的马六甲之旅…

真让人兴奋！！！

考完了今天的两科…

我不敢担保我真的能够顺利过关…

就算是advertising…我也不敢担保…

因为我觉得我在跟时间赛跑…

时间让我觉得迫不及待的想要逃离那个让人毛骨悚然的开场！

当然，我的鼻子也让我擦擦擦得发烧了…

身体里带着的热情，鼻子流出的鼻水…

让我不禁想逃出这个冰冷的世界…

psychology…

虽然这个科目是真的很有趣…

因为这个科目…

让我们的生活中添加了不少色彩…

可是，那个考卷也未免真的太“精彩”了吧？

一个题目，我的眼珠上下左右都看了…

怎么都还看不懂啊？

当然时间还真的是不够…

为了提早出来…

既然选择题都让人觉得懊恼！

那就干脆乱乱圈算了…

考试就这样过去了…

下一个考试？4个月后再见啦！:D

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ytd was my unlucky day...

i fever for whole day...GG.

early morning,

my mom ask my sis go for breakfast..

i know tat im still sick so i dun wan go v them..

i continue sleeping until 12? or 1?

when i woke up tat time..

i received a msg tat my sis told me canot on9..

ask me call to Telekom and ask wat happened?

i jz woke up and try and c can on9 or not..

few mins after..

i felt tat im sick again...

i take the wet tower put on my head...

and i lying on my bed again...

continue rest rest rest until 3something...

still fever...

my sis back and take medi to me..

but im still fever...

4something, mummy come n visit me..

and mummy help me to rub my body...

5something...i feel better...

i went to old town with my sis..

bcuz she wan to on9 n check mail..

and acc her go c the currency..

bcuz she is going to Singapore this fri again..

i hope i can follow her...

but i know it is not the right time to go n spend money...

and my sick..GG...

7something went back home...

had my dinner with my family..

looking at their delicious food...

and my "qing dan" mee...:(

after dinner...

suddenly i felt fever again...

really GG...

i know if i still cont fever..

that i not need to study and not need to take exam...

so sis brought me go c western doctor this time..

9something...im home again..

eat western medi..

really sucks...eat until i wanna vomite...!!

after i eat them..i felt my whole body "ma bi"...

then my sis forced me go n slep again...

i really damn damn hate western medi..

it is really GG....

i promised my sis...

i wan to wake and help her dye hair..

but sorry..i cant wake...

my whole body still "ma bi" and i was very blur...

3am soemthing i woke up again...

my body still that "ma bi"...

if not exam..i wont eat western medi..!!

i prefer injured...more than eat western medi..!!

and i oso not feeling well today...:(

im still coughing, flu and actually my body inside still hot hot dei...:(

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嗯嗯…

今天总算考完了Web Development&Marketing…

Web development 的 coursework很低很低很低！！！

考试又让人觉得很很很很讨人厌…

types of network...我竟然没有做…

我真的是够够够够够够够够够笨了！！

Marketing也不会好到哪里…

似乎比Web development差了少许！

我根本看不懂其他题目！

真的很想把自己的头打扁算了！

今天的心情特别好…

不知道是什么事情…

×哦～天！

现在又突然发烧了！

真的想打扁自己！

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OMO...

FINAL EXAM!!!!!!!

tmr is the 1st day of my final exam..

arhsss...really too bad....

i sick b4 today..

sore throat+cough+fever...

studying for tmr exam..

web development & marketing..

web development going to fail i think..

i only get 26marks for my coursework..

wtf???!!! how can i pass this paper??

althought aldex lim kok fei and tan aik how and andrew shine..

give me notes and teach me..but im still think tat i going to fail...:(

marketing..

coursework havent out yet..

but i dun think i can get high oso..:(

alot of thing need to memorize this sem...

when im studying...my throat very itchy itchy n itchy..

make me keep coughing and no mood to study at all...

blur blur mood on...

sick sick mood on...

but study mood...aiksss...:(

*sick sick go away...!! sick sick go away...!!!

*i miss him..i miss them...!

×杂篇×

那天…

姐姐很突然就决定踏车去新加坡了…

订了车票…

15.11.10

大概下午1时许…

ah sheng, ah fei, 还有ellaine 就乘坐着audi来到了我家！

哇！我还大笑了一下…！

然后，去到subang H.villa 下车…

一路飞向新加坡…

到了新加坡，已经8时左右！

电话果然被ah hong的女朋友猜中！

竟然不能用！！！

然后我跟姐姐就尝试搭巴士，终于去到了表姐家！

然后跟表姐去吃晚餐…

回家冲个凉，上个网，温习一下…

然后就zzzzzzzZZzzz...

可是，左翻右翻却怎样都睡不着！

想上网，可是wifi被关了:(

早上9点起床，

洗刷，整理，早餐，买了号码，进ezlink card钱

然后搭巴士去到了jalan anggerek…

再走路到Tannery road...

找到了姐姐要去应征的公司…

然后我独自走到附近的茶餐室坐在那里…

自拍，温习，玩iPod，听歌

半小时左右姐姐就回来了…

当我们才准备踏出去一步的时候…

天空竟然下起雨了…

我们跑啊跑…

幸好我聪明把寒衣带了出来…

终于到了巴士站…可惜却不是我们要的巴士！

淋了不少雨…

搭巴到Tiong Bahru Market…

在那里避雨了一下…

可是哪里并没有什么东西可以走…

在Mc cafe中休息了…

为何没有wifi????

等雨小了，我们在搭巴回去…

回到表姐家的时候…

真的很累+头很痛…

就进房间小睡了一下…

脆弱的姐姐开始感冒了…

外面一直在下着雨…

我跟姐姐又肚子饿…

之后，我们才走到Tiong Bahru Market…

去哪里找吃！

然后回家又在上网，温习然后zzzz...

感觉快病了…狂喝水XD

第三天…

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!

新加坡公共假期…

我们睡到11点才起身…

连表姐都不理我们了！

然后我跟姐姐去china town…

又去orchard road 找表姐吃午餐…

原本想去找永乐，但是她在忙，那就算了！

真的很想念她啊啊啊啊啊！！

我们去逛了逛乌节路…

哇啊啊啊啊…一路走去…

都是名牌名牌名牌…

LV, Gucci, Hermes, Mango, Topman...

然后我们又转站去了Bugis…

去找姐姐的朋友…

吃了吃…走了街（其实很赶，而且很多人，就乱乱走看看而已）

哦…我们喝了超级好喝的珍珠奶茶！！！

KOI真的够好喝了！！

突然表姐打来，要我们去Clarke Quay…

然后我们又赶过去看风景咯…

走了走…不知不觉已经晚上十点了…

我们又搭巴士回到了表姐家…

今天只是上网，没有温习…

然后睡觉…

最后一天，

早上10点起身，

然后洗刷…

又回去了Tiong Bahru Market...

去吃MOS Burger...

哇！！！真的很香，很好吃耶！！

我还真的是第一次把这半粒鱼虾的汉堡包吃完！！

鱼虾耶！我竟然还觉得好吃！！哈哈哈哈！

然后我们又赶去Red Hill…

把东西拿给姐姐的朋友…

又赶回表姐家…冲凉整理…

搭巴到the concourse…

然后回家路上…

×过那个新加坡关卡的时候…

那个鸡蛋糕关卡的人…

死鬼够骄傲！

很想把他的眼睛挖出来！！！！！！

终于回到家了…

好开心噢噢噢噢！

×ah fei 说…

他要去告我的抱枕没有passport!!!!!!!

哈哈哈哈哈哈！然后要我的抱枕去坐牢！！！

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i found this song in the korean drama : you're beautiful.

when i heard yonghwa sing this song in tat drama..

i feeling like crying..

cuz he kena reject by his lover...

and im on the almost same case with him...

im still loving the guy..

but he is belong to another girl..

the song name : A song for a fool/ i am a fool

the lyrics of this song..

[ I must be like this because I’m a fool

It seems alright even when I’m hurt

Even when I’m teased about my pitiful love

Because I’m a fool beyond help

I was good to her because I wanted to be

I was happy with just that

If she smiles just once

I’m happy with that smile

Thinking “This girl doesn’t have a person she likes”

I simply stay by her side like this

Because this is a love where I’m happy to be giving

I don’t expect anything in return

A place from where I can reach her any time she holds out her hand

A place from where I can visit her any time she calls for me

I’ll stay there without changing

Because I love her

Because she was the one I chose

Even the pain made me happy

If she looks back at me just once

I’m happy with that

Thinking “This girl doesn’t have a person she likes”

I simply stay by her side like this

Because this is a love where I’m happy to be giving

I don’t expect anything in return

A place from where I can reach her any time she holds out her hand

A place from where I can visit her any time she calls for me

I’ll stay there without changing

Because I love her

Until someone else to watch over her in my place arrives

I’ll stay by her side for the time being

Because this is a love where I’m just happy to gaze at her

I don’t need anything in return

So that she can lean on me and rest any time

I’ll always appear the same

Even if she leaves me without saying goodbye

I’ll let her go saying thanks

Because I’m a fool ]

i love this song so much :D

it is the link to hear this song :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QBXhTzyScxc

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FINALLY...

i done my last project in this sem!!

it is really tired...

continues 3 weeks rushing for my assignment/project and test..

arhssss...

tired a...

everyday slep around 3am...

my eyes oso bcum panda eyes edi..:(

sometime felt myself edi old jo lor...so sad :(

aiks...

suddenly feeling like wanna thx to u all again..:D

thx for cheering me up all the time when im sad..

thx for oways ask me out lunch/dinner together :)

thx for belanja me all the time XD

errr...

she came back for 2 weeks edi...

actually she quite stress and make me stress too..

yalah..she came back i sure will happy la..

aikss..still got 1 week...

it is another scary week...

exam a...exam...

pls let me pass pass pass this sem la..

im very scare n worry la..:(

*saw something jz nw..

good luck to my ex bf...*

dunno y...

feeling like write in english today..

ermmm...

it is going to 2am now..

although i edi fns my project..

but i still waiting for my lovely sis...

quite sleepy nw..zzzz..:(

**relaxing mood**

×我爱他×

果然是我错了…

果然是我错了…

这次又要用多长的时间来忘记呢？

果然，我真的再次受伤了！

果然，我真的再次受伤了！

那种感觉，

就想一直锋利的针狠狠的刺进我心里…

一直都拔不出的感觉…

好疼好疼！

是时候跟bobbie&bobboo道别了…

之后，我们再也没有任何挂钩…

因为bobbie&bobboo会因此而死去…

谢谢你的伤害…

谢谢你的阴谋…

谢谢你的行为让我狠狠的受伤了…

我开始了一个漫长的伤心之旅…

好心疼！好心疼！

×久别的呕吐，

今天我们又见面了×

突然发觉，

似乎每一次想到你，

我总是会有想呕的感觉，

自从跟你分手至今，

就是因为想你的时候，

才会出现的感觉…

当看着你的档案的时候，

当看着你跟其他女生来往的时候，

就是我呕吐的时候，

根本不用去看什么医生，

因为医生就是你！

heartbroke..

heartbroke...

kelian my bobboo..

still wan out v them..

kelian my bobboo..

going out v daddy..

teman daddy go out v other girl..

kelian my bobboo!!

goodbye my lovely bobbie n bobboo :(

broken family :'(

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昨天总算这样过去了

真的没有想到

我竟然想着想着就入眠了

感谢我的梦

让我今天过得比较开心

让我睡得比较熟

记得我梦到了

人家称赞我白了

然后不知道要我去做什么了

起来后

打开电脑的那一刻

我尽然又想到了

昨天我在烦恼的事

晚上，

我终于鼓起这一份勇气

问了他的一个朋友

他的朋友说

那个女生不是他的女友

他只是爱去搭讪搭讪

我在意他了

我真的在意他了

只要一个人告诉我

他没有女朋友

我都觉得心里舒服了不少

我期待他的信息了

我期待了

怎么我期待了

当然每一次都失望

真的好失望因为他一个星期没有信息我了

原本今天的心情还蛮好的

看了yonghwa那么多的video

真的让我不禁觉得

如果我的男朋友是他那一类型的人该多好

yonghwa的浪漫感动了我

但是minam的拒绝

伤了我的心

为了yonghwa短哭了一场

×平时看戏剧就已经哭得呱呱叫了

真荣幸，这一部戏剧我尽然现在才流泪×

今天的心情就是没那么好

因为某些事情吧

我说过：我不会真的爱明星爱到这样！

我说过：我不会因为明星傻到这种地步！

对！我喜欢但是我并没有疯到那样！

如果你太疯明星，请不要跟我玩！

心情真糟糕！

真的很糟糕！

算了！

原来今天不是什么好日子！

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你让我觉得好失望

好失望

真的让我觉得

好失望

怎么这个世界

让我觉得根本没有意义

为什么

要让我活在这个世界

那样拼命的为生命拼搏

可是却得不到人家的待遇

人家对你的好

你根本就不懂的回报

或许那些反应对你来说是好的

但是其实那些反应对我来说是压力

人真的会因为一个事情的转变而改变

活在这个世界上根本没有所谓的意义存在

我真的要改变自己

我不再做好人了

因为你们都不是好人

你们根本的都不明白

帮了你们多少

你们根本就是忘恩负义

根本就是忘恩负义

算了

真的算了

从此以后

不要再问我该怎么办

我不想理

我不想听

我不想就是不想

*Random emo post*

i am missing him..

miss him alot...

i dunno y...

im really missing him..

i wish to receive his msg this few days..

but i din...

i wish to msg him this few days..

but i scare..

wat should i do??

he really got tat bad??

or he really like wat miss m and hong said??

may i know he still loving me?

may i know he still wan to be v me??

who can tell me?

who can help me?

sometime i wish him will come n visit my blog..

read about my blog..

but i think he never visit after he read the post i wrote to him...

seriously..

bby, i miss u badly....:(

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im really dry...

ya..that's y got playgirl n playboy appear in this world..

it is bcuz after they broke up v their partner..

they will felt lonely..will felt very dry...

especially...their fren are falling in love..

everyday tell them about LOVE LOVE LOVE...

so make themselve more dry..

so they will simply go find other girl/boy to be their partner...

or missing their ex...ex and ex...:(

ya..now...i got this feeling...

really...i felt myself very dry...

yes..i got alot of fren...

but the main point is i dun have bf...

u und the feeling?

it is really sad..really sad...!

i hope he will come back to me...

i hope he can "zhu dong" abit...

************************************************************************

sometime, i felt tat...

best friend is really hard to find...

not all people oso can bcum ur true fren...

not all people oso can bcum ur best fren...

×我爱他×

哪一天

又让我想起他了

怎么了

还以为一个多月了

我能更加放得下

怎知道

原来不是那么简单

不小心

在课堂上专心了一下

就让我的脑海中不断浮现出我们的影子

不小心

陪朋友出去晚餐回来

我的心情竟然被影响了

我想你了

虽然我知道我们不可能天长地久

虽然我知道我们的性格并不合适

我只知道

我想你了